Desirous

I was coincidentally met my uncle on last few days...
He weren't recognized me at all due we didn't meet for few years long...

He just simply ask me a question and bit me up easily...
"Why don't you continue your studyin' huh ?"
The easiest question but the most hardest to answer it...

I wish I were the selfish one to keep my studyin' goin' smooth until now
I wish I don't care bout the financial problem came from my sister's illness

Everythin' just about the MONEY...
I was so damn desperate bout this thin'...

I was brought up damn lot of courage to givin' up my study last time...
I never tellin' my family bout the reason why I drop it...
I wasn't satisfied...

Maybe I was too naive to made this decision...

I was damn silly...